A thought

I think being a biologist would be very wonderful.
I'd like to be a biologist. I would.
When I think about it though,
being a biologist means that I wouldn't get to be an artist, or a designer, or, like, a writer.
I think that'd be sad.
It sounds more sad in my head.
Maybe it's a thought for my future self to ponder.
Right now I'd just really like a pretty dress to wear, and wear it.
With pretty wavy hair, and a lover by my side.
We'd sit side by side -me on crossed legs
and watch the waves hit the shore
again and over again.
We'd talk and laugh for hours
and sometimes enjoy a few minutes of silence

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It's a lovely thought

I think I'd be miserable yet fascinated with engineering. I'm just not sure which would take the upper hand.