Haven't done a post in quite some time.
Don't have much to say, frankly.
But I've been drawing/sketching a lot, especially since I've discovered Paint Tool SAI and daddy bought me a Wacom graphic tablet. Which I very much love.
I'm practicing a lot, got to work on doing line arts, colouring, choosing proper colours and shading and all that jinks. It gets better with practice, they say. Well, I hope that's true. Because my colouring is ruining my sketches, the vision, everything. Thank god it's digital. An undo button always available. Though I guess you'd think it'd degrade my skillset, in which case I can only say that I'll do my best to improve my skills, digital and traditional. I still love drawing via pencil, how it obeys me better. But really, and undo button, it's just lovely.
Discovered full albums on youtube recently, and have been listening to Young The Giants and Coldplay albums repeatedly, repeatedly.
Also been thinking about boys lately, about boyfriends specifically. About how I don't have one and I don't know how the 'getting a boyfriend' thing works, being specifically specific. Ofcourse, I'll take it within good stride, boyfriends come naturally I suppose. In the mean time, I've got other things to worry about, such as -
Homework. Today. My classmates and I were scolded by three teachers in 3 continuous classes, quite funny really. NONE of us finished any tad bit of work over the one week holiday, which reminds me, I still have mine to do. Oh, oh, oh.
I'm learning tad tad bits of spanish, looking words up as I go, as I need them. Or want them. One phrase I'll always remember and one I say multiple times a day, 'estoy tan hambrieta'. Translates to I'm so hungry. :D
I, also, have had a few moments of doubt in my confidence these few days, which I am trying to push back down. Looking in mirrors at school, with my hair tied up, my face darker than ever, so tan, and the heat enlarging the pores on my face, makes me feel very unpretty. Good thing I always have a mental image of a pretty myself in my mind, else every school day would be spent wondering whether I'm ugly right now or really really ugly. Oh how vain and shallow are my thoughts.
Other updates -
- finally got a printer to replace the one I had to give to my brother. An Epson, true and fair.
- Jane Eyre has resurfaced in my thoughts and with it, all the lovely quotes and my memory of the brilliant potrayal of Jane Eyre by Mia Wasikowska.
No, I don't believe I have much more to say.
Gracias por leer.
Buenos noches.
Don't have much to say, frankly.
But I've been drawing/sketching a lot, especially since I've discovered Paint Tool SAI and daddy bought me a Wacom graphic tablet. Which I very much love.
I'm practicing a lot, got to work on doing line arts, colouring, choosing proper colours and shading and all that jinks. It gets better with practice, they say. Well, I hope that's true. Because my colouring is ruining my sketches, the vision, everything. Thank god it's digital. An undo button always available. Though I guess you'd think it'd degrade my skillset, in which case I can only say that I'll do my best to improve my skills, digital and traditional. I still love drawing via pencil, how it obeys me better. But really, and undo button, it's just lovely.
Discovered full albums on youtube recently, and have been listening to Young The Giants and Coldplay albums repeatedly, repeatedly.
Also been thinking about boys lately, about boyfriends specifically. About how I don't have one and I don't know how the 'getting a boyfriend' thing works, being specifically specific. Ofcourse, I'll take it within good stride, boyfriends come naturally I suppose. In the mean time, I've got other things to worry about, such as -
Homework. Today. My classmates and I were scolded by three teachers in 3 continuous classes, quite funny really. NONE of us finished any tad bit of work over the one week holiday, which reminds me, I still have mine to do. Oh, oh, oh.
I'm learning tad tad bits of spanish, looking words up as I go, as I need them. Or want them. One phrase I'll always remember and one I say multiple times a day, 'estoy tan hambrieta'. Translates to I'm so hungry. :D
I, also, have had a few moments of doubt in my confidence these few days, which I am trying to push back down. Looking in mirrors at school, with my hair tied up, my face darker than ever, so tan, and the heat enlarging the pores on my face, makes me feel very unpretty. Good thing I always have a mental image of a pretty myself in my mind, else every school day would be spent wondering whether I'm ugly right now or really really ugly. Oh how vain and shallow are my thoughts.
Other updates -
- finally got a printer to replace the one I had to give to my brother. An Epson, true and fair.
- Jane Eyre has resurfaced in my thoughts and with it, all the lovely quotes and my memory of the brilliant potrayal of Jane Eyre by Mia Wasikowska.
No, I don't believe I have much more to say.
Gracias por leer.
Buenos noches.
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