There hasn't been any entries here lately because I've started to keep my thoughts to myself. It's the same old song though. I've just been thinking about life purposes and how I realize that I don't seem to have one anymore. So I've come up with a new mantra to live by for now. I can't actually pinpoint what I want but I know that deep down I do know and I'm going to get it. 

Walking down the mall yesterday with nothing to do, I started thinking about how life structurally goes the same with most people. Be born, go to school, work, get married, die. It feels sad and now I don't know what to do. So while I find out what I'm supposed to do, I'm going to recompile my bucket list or life list. 

Notes - 

• Project 'Make My Own Curtains' is aborted and I can't say I'm sorry. I've got new white curtains. :) 
• I'm going to save my money til 500 or so to buy bedsheets and a vacuum. The rest will go into my savings account. 
• I'm going to cease stating my projects because they seem to always not follow through.
• I've actually been watching Nikita season 1 and 2 these past 3-4 days and now I'm waiting for the 3rd season and it's killing me.
• I've got a week of holidays to do a pile of holiday homework. 
• Holiday just lost it's meaning. 
• I'm really scared I'm gonna die not living. 
• I'm compiling a simple exercise routine with the mantras 'Baby Steps', 'Trust The Process' and 'Just Fucking Do It'.
• I just found out that Nikita doesn't have a third season so it's not killing me anymore.