I do not feel so good.
I feel dizzy 24/7 nowadays. 
My leg pain's coming back in jumps. 
My tummy's being ever helpful in increasing my insanity. 
My throat is havin' an aftermath of the swelling a few days back, probably because of dehydration. 
Having to keep up the pretense that I'm fasting at school doesn't help. 
Having to play along with the school's antics of having oh-so-useful talks is definitely encouraging. 
They all skip the most important introductory part - Why you want straight A's in this evaluation.
I'm still banging my mind as to why i'm trying to press down the anger that boils up every so often when I see my sister.
There's another exam trial next week and it's ranking pretty low on my list of priorities right now. 
On top of it is actually how I'm going to face my Geography teacher and she's going to look at me with that face accusing me that I don't even care about my own grade and I'm going to pretend that I am shamed and do regret not studying while inside I quite agree.
Here's hoping it's within the scope of last week's exam so I don't have to do much revision.
I don't know what to do now to get back that sense of purpose I had at the start of this year
Anne Frankly, that's all I care and worry about. Where'd my purpose go? I don't even remember what it was, or what it looked like. Or if it was a long-term purpose.
I think it was to be happy, because I remember being obsessed about the beach at that time.