Good morning.
I realise it's a tad bit earlier than usual... I woke up at 3am, not by choice. The fan was too cold. 

I also realise that I have been wallowing in self-pity over not knowing my life purpose and recently my endless list of embarrassing moments have been flooding into my mind and I've had to consistently remind myself that it's in the past and no one probably even remembers!

All this self-made imaginary suffering will stop this instant because it's a waste of time. Instead, I'm going to believe in myself more and just take things in stride. 

Sometimes when you’re trying to reach a goal, it’s impossible to connect the dots where you currently are. Somehow you just have to trust in yourself, and have faith that you will reach your dreams, despite not having the slightest clue or perfectly laid out road to where you are going. - Lifehack