Do you think I should read it all again? Relive the worded pages where he was alive? (My favorite book is the second. I've actually read the second book and some parts of the other books more than once in contrast with what I said in my previous post.)
Or do I grieve the loss of a noble, compassionate, smart, kind, clever, charming and perfect character until I finally fall asleep?


I'll choose the former. 


This sucks.